So one of the many things i have learnt about myself during the landemic is hat i am not as strong as i thiught i was emotionally or as strong as people believe.
I am completely exhausted mentally and physical, i feel my anxiety if on highest it has ever veen. I cannot wscape my own head it seems to be a more and more struggle, the drove to get up is becoming a climb and just general day to day life seem to blur into one. Cannot keep track of time,lack of motivation and lack of self care.
So yes you may know me as the bubbly fun strong person but everyone has thier limits and mine has peaked. I have overcome this once and im sure i can do it again in time. So yes even i sometimes get the lows of life emotioally and currently this is that time.